Story 62. Written by Rosa J. Vargas

Saturday, April 26, 2052

3:59 PM

Can someone be happy if they don't have free will? If they have free will, are they guaranteed to be criminals who can only think of evil? These are the words of homo sapiens. Everything is built on taking free will away from their fellow humans. Perhaps based on the idea that some are smarter than others, or on some insane ideological basis. Or they are the chosen ones, or without any evidence, they represent an invisible god whose words only reach their fellow humans through them. Which is obviously a lie. How would they be different from the rest? Don't they have ten billion neurons in their brains? Is there some kind of radio in their heads that can pick up God's thoughts? Then why can't others pick it up too? Physiologically, there's no difference between two individuals. That's one hundred percent. Science proves that. Obviously, when humans were primitive, and maybe to future humans, today's humans are primitive, they couldn't interpret the world, and they still can't now. They imagined all sorts of superior powers, that is, God or gods. The brain has evolved over millions of years in such a way that faith is fundamentally encoded into it. It explains the inexplicable with faith. Everyone, even the greatest atheists, can find themselves in situations – prison, disappointments, unexplainable things – where they start to believe. This is due to the structure of the brain. Human faith has nothing to do with God. Whether he exists or not, people will still believe. Despite obvious lies. Those with a control fetish, which is most people, play on this. So do religions. They say you can only get into heaven if you follow God's rules, which obviously don't apply to the leaders because they definitely don't follow them. Show me a Catholic priest who keeps the Ten Commandments! Not even their leader, the Pope. But we can look at all the religions. What does the Koran say? Love! Sure. But according to Muhammad, it's okay that, according to God, you have to kill the infidels. Really? Allah will provide fifty virgins in the afterlife so that they can fornicate with them for eternity? Be it so! Just hope you don't get tired of them in the first ten thousand years! Anyway, people rule over people in some incredible way. Obviously, this is only possible here in the dark ages. In the future, even thoughtcrime exists. No one should be able to influence, humiliate, or oppress another person. Here in the dark ages, it's natural. Everyone is born to rule. In the family, over the spouse, over the children, on the grounds of education? Who's educating whom? An ignorant person educating a growing, developing personality? On what basis? Childrearing should be taught, not left to every lunatic to take it out on the children, or to live the child's life vicariously, make them unhappy, educate them in their own image. Like gypsies, let's teach them to steal and lie, why should they be different from us? But this applies to every race. Education, that is, shouting, even beating, physical and mental terror, to make you do everything the way I imagined it, the way I dreamed the future with my meager, sick fantasy and sense of reality. Obviously, if humanity had been able to outgrow the ancient way of thinking, this wouldn't last long. But obviously, homo sapiens doesn't have much of a future, they will obviously wipe themselves out. The future humanoid species that will develop again will regard these beings in the same way that homo sapiens regards Neanderthals, let's say. Obviously, the next humanoid species won't be so cruel as to wipe out another species, in this case, homo sapiens. It couldn't either, because it appears much later than the extinction of humanity. Perhaps the reason for everything, even the extinction of homo sapiens, is what we call the lack of free will. There isn't a single homo sapiens on the planet who has free will. Maybe there are still a few who haven't been infected and influenced by the majority. Maybe some unknown tribes in the jungle. But they won't last long either, as their habitat will disappear because homo sapiens cut down the trees without a second thought. Just like they kill wild animals purely for fun. They call it hunting, and they consider it a sport. But is it a sport when the fish, or the lion, doesn't know it's playing sport? Let's get back to free will. Why doesn't one person let the other do what they want? Why is this control fetish so good? What's enjoyable about it? I can't comprehend it. Obviously, I wouldn't want someone to do something to my detriment and say, "This is free will." However, if their free will doesn't harm another person or another living being, then why shouldn't anyone be able to do anything? Why does one person tell another what they can and can't do? On what basis? Do Christians need the Inquisition to burn those who don't believe in their faith? And are Muslims allowed to kill people who don't believe in Allah? Why, because Muhammad said so? The will of one person prevails over millions. This also happens on a national level. There, too, one person says what you can and can't do. Either by hereditary or elected right. They trample on free will, and force what corresponds to the leaders' morals or tastes on the rest of the people, who carry it out like sheep. They have no choice since they don't have free will, they can only choose between bad and worse. No one will give them real freedom. If there is no free will, then obviously there is no happiness either. Because it's connected. You can only be happy if you have free will, obviously. You have to do things that, according to them, are pleasing to God. But now think about it, do you want to believe in a God who likes the things that today's religions say? Obviously not. And there is no proof that God doesn't exist. So they can say anything, they can't prove that he doesn't want it that way. There has been life for roughly five hundred million years. And God has been present at every living being's fleeting life and has been examining how they lived to send them to heaven or hell? God lets everything happen, although he has infinite power, no one is punished or saved in their lifetime, everything is fine for him as it happens, but after death, he will decide. Either you can ravage fifty virgins for eternity, or you can sit on his right hand, or you can be reborn as a beetle if you haven't reached enlightenment. Obviously, if God exists, he is not in this time plane. That is, God exists but not in this time plane. If every day is a neuron and the entire universe is a brain, then the divine thought can only travel at the speed of light. Which is very slow. For us, the speed of light is fast because we can only perceive a small part of space. However, God, who floats in infinity, perceives such a large part of space that a single thought, because light is very slow compared to the distance to be covered, is practically a still image for us, a motionless entity. A still time on the surface of a black hole. Nothing else. Perhaps if we examined the neurons and the speed of light between them very carefully, we would know what he is thinking at that moment. However, this thought, as it is also written in the Bible, although it is orders of magnitude more than a moment – a thousand years, as they wrote – is perhaps more like a million, or a hundred million years in our time plane. Whatever anyone thinks, whatever they imagine, we live on a pebble orbiting a star, we are microscopic living beings, and no one will ever notice us, perceive us, or care about us. Everything that happened and will happen to us is happening and will happen here in a recycling system, we will never be able to escape from here in our physical form, and we have evolved so much for this planet that we couldn't live anywhere else. Moreover, no one needs us, because there is no other insane species that dictates what the others should do, and even takes away the little happiness that they could get during the invisible, imperceptible flash that is their life.

5:16 PM
This fifty-virgins thing is as absurd as Jesus dying for our sins. Where are they going to get the fifty virgins from? Obviously, fifty women have to die virgins for that to happen. Will every true believer in Islam get fifty women who died virgins? Maybe fifty spinsters are waiting for them in the afterlife? And what awaits the true believing Islamic women in the afterlife? According to this view, women aren't even people? So, Allah is saying that women aren't people? He created women to serve men's perverse needs? I don't think Allah, the loving and kind God, would have wanted that. I also don't think that the other God, the God of the Christians, sent his only son to die a torturous death so that people could sin in peace because he already died for their sins anyway. If, let's say, I were God, would I care if a slimy, constantly moving, all-devouring creature like homo sapiens believed in me? Would I care if one of these creatures punished another because they didn't believe in me? I don't think so. I'd be holding my stomach from laughing. Obviously, if I could even perceive this unimaginably primitive species at all.

If I could be human,
Eternity is boring.
I'd move down to Earth,
Not forever, just eternally.
I'd watch in life
What they do in my name?
I wouldn't mind if I didn't know, but I do.
I don't even know where I went wrong anymore.
I'll leave the little shop to the angels.
From what point is it human, and for how long an animal?
God's dream

If God is love itself, then since love is unconditional, otherwise it is not love, then you must love unconditionally! If you don't, then you don't represent God's will. How can you long for God's love if you yourself don't love anything but yourself?

This is hell. This is where you live. Everyone is guilty and suffers, except those who can love unconditionally. These get out. The rest remain for eternity and suffer for eternity. You are born, and in every moment of your life, you are dying, and finally, you die. What is this if not punishment? Then you don't even know about it, and you are born again, and you live a few more years, terrified of death, and you suffer on. Then you die again, and you become completely nothing.

It's no use being rich if the gods vote you down
At the end of the jump of death
On the otherworldly TV
They'll be talking about you in the news
It's no use being brave like a Roman gladiator
The second door on the left is for those who want to go to hell
Our Father, who art in heaven,
Which way should I go in?
They're talking about you in the news
The press is full of you
Heaven tourism offers the best service.
Which door should I go in?

I already wrote this in the legend of spring. It is explained in detail there. As the world developed, a central government was formed. Then they figured out that they wouldn't imprison criminals. Those were considered criminals who were sentenced to prison by the court. They created a colony in Australia and transported everyone there. From all over the world. There were three sections, a men's, a women's, and a co-educational one. Here they were released and provided with food, but they could never get out of here. That was the punishment. Obviously, there were cameras everywhere, everyone was interested in what those convicts were doing there. It was a great success, huge viewership. But despite this, it was not possible to eradicate the evil individuals from humanity. However, the population grew, and humanity gained a foothold on several stars. Obviously, you wouldn't recognize them if you saw them. Then they came up with the idea, let's create prisons on three virtual planets instead, and only upload the consciousness of the convicts onto them. It's hard to explain exactly, but imagine it as if everyone were an avatar! This planet is the co-educational zone. Obviously, no one can reproduce. Everyone who is born is another convict. In reality, every individual is infertile. Everyone was sterilized before the start of the punishment. Every man. Here, in order for a new individual to be born, it is only possible if someone penetrates from the outside. Obviously, the cycle of birth and death cannot go on forever because there are already too many convicts. Merciful death finally awaits those who are less guilty. Obviously, it is also possible that they will liquidate the whole thing, because the viewership is already waning. Then, if someone commits a crime, they are executed immediately. Who knows what the future will bring? After all, the possibilities are endless. There you go, this is reality. Welcome, Neo!!!

Sunday, April 27, 2025

7:16 AM

Sixty-five plus million years from now, a few students in an elementary school class are planning a private class trip. Their favorite subject is geodesy. They choose an old geological age that they are sure cannot influence their then present because the whole thing is just a fossil, a thin layer in the then earth's crust. Like the age of the dinosaurs for today's humans. They choose this age because it raises questions, questions not answered by science. This was the most fertile period of the earth. Like the Cambrian explosion. The diversity of life, the variety, the favorable conditions, the paradisiacal state of the earth. Yet this era ended in the blink of an eye. No one knows how this is possible. They want to see it with their own eyes, although it is against the law, and inexplicably, it is not allowed to visit this age. Full of anticipation, they set off. It will certainly be easy, they think. After all, everything is given here for happiness. You can't starve, suffer, everything is abundantly available. The climate is fantastic, there are many living creatures, it will certainly be an interesting and happy, harmless world. Then, when they arrive, they don't really understand what this is all about. There is no happiness here, and they are in constant, great danger. Since they got lost and can't get home at the moment, they have to fight for survival here. There is a species on the planet, homo sapiens, which cares about what other living beings or its own species, or other intelligent beings, think. It wants to regulate everything, even the flashes in the brain. So these children are in danger here because of this narcissistic, control-freak species. They are not aware that what they say, write, or do, for some incomprehensible reason, can offend the local races, religions, belief systems, morals, anything. As if it matters what anyone thinks. Today this, tomorrow that. In any case, the danger is real. For 24 years, they are at the mercy of homo sapiens. The humans of the future want to protect their children. They are not like this species, homo sapiens, who don't care what happens to their descendants. They are capable of anything for this. Even if they can't do anything now until they find them in time and space and physically catch up with them, the day will soon come when they can. That future age is investing a lot of energy in this. They are capable of anything and will give anything for them. However, if the children are harmed, then nothing will matter anymore, this age will no longer have anything in its hands. They will no longer be in a bargaining position. So they have an offer for this species, homo sapiens. If they leave the runaways alive, they can ask them for anything. If not, they will kill everyone. This would not be a great gift because they will wipe themselves out soon anyway. They raise the stakes. If the children stay alive for another 24 years, the future species will ensure the survival of this species. This is a fair offer. Obviously, if these ancient animals don't accept, then there won't be a stone left on stone, that's for sure. Obviously, if they keep them in captivity or torture them or experiment on them, then those who committed it will get it back a million times over, along with everyone they knew.

Right, the planes will come
Right, they will be beautiful
Like before
Right, there will be smoke to cover us
Right, whoever doesn't want to play won't play.

We sit around the table in silence
We hold flowers
We're looking for the goal
A candle burning across the table
This small, tiny flame is enough for a target.
From behind the drawn blinds
The light is not visible.
Say, right, the street is beautiful when it burns
Isn't it gorgeous how the sky glows?

Right, there will be smoke to cover us,
Right, whoever doesn't want to play won't play?

Every word of yours proclaims peace
Tell me what your real face is?

Stars look from behind the clouds
I know they're not watching over us

I will be strong my lord if I need to be
Strong if that's how you wanted it
Strong because I'm very scared
Protect me with you!

What a shame you only live in me!

Look lord here we all are
I know your desire is different!

Up there a light seagull
Soars high from the bridge

If I ask you lord help!
What a shame you only live in me!

Little man here's the end
What a shame it was to cry for it!

Little man here's the end
You had nothing that was worth it….

Happiness and Free Will